Being who I am, I've often wondered if the path I'm on and the journey that I share with others is worth falling apart for. In fact, is it even worth the struggle to find true sadomasochistic love? I'd like to believe so.
However, recent events has left me in doubt, wondering what is worth bleeding and fighting for. It seems all I try to do is never enough for those who might believe they're better than me. Hmph, sad. That's just pathetic, the way they live.
I am THE reckoning. But people aren't ready for it because they still live in the teenage drama stage of the world's evolution. Until they're ready, I'll kick back, enjoy my Corona and play in my dungeon until such a time has come to reveal all.
You say I'm pure evil. I say I'm necessary evil. I am the hero you don't want nor need because you're afraid of darkness, truth and change. You're afraid of the future. You'd rather live in the past. If that is so, then I feel sorry for you.
Until the world grows up,
Amy Lovecraft.
